i decided to decline that job offer. to take a job simply because of the money doesn’t feel right to me. i’m not quixotic or anything. i need money. it’s important to me. but to work simply for money while hating the thing you do isn’t gonna work for me.
i don’t know for sure if i will really hate it. i might like it after a while but right now, every inch of my intuition screams hate. thinking about taking that job made me so mentally burdened. once i decided that i didn’t HAVE TO take that job. i could breathe easier. much easier.
it might be a bad decision, i don’t know. but right now, i think i can live w/ this decision.
that means back to the classroom. oh dear!
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