is a cat happy? have you met a cat that isn’t? maybe i should be a cat. i have come to acceptance that i am not a happy person. i am content w/ many things in my life but i am not happy. what makes me happy i don’t know. i am too lazy to dig deep into my soul. i probably am too lazy to be happy. i hate my job, i don’t like my life. i wish i were someone else, lived in some other places, had gone to an ivy league school. that might make me happy, i don’t know. maybe not. unless i am complete w/ me, nothing else can fill the void.
i want happiness in my life.